113 & I just got my period. I haven’t weighed this much since… I don’t even know. I feel so disgusting all the time & I just keep pulling at my stomach and my thighs because they’re so grotesque. I just need to stop eating so much. It’s just so disgusting. I’m gross.
Seriously beginning to panic,
because I have never felt this fat before.
My stomach is ripples and folds. My thighs are moldy and grotesque. i need surgery. I need it off. I need a break from my body. I dont want it anymore. Or this putrid mind. Why do I have to feel so gross? So utterly gross. I need to keep shrinking because this is not working. Im expanding. Im expanding every second.
